I really want to giveup

Today i don't know how many time i had faint down because of pain
The pain killer i have already i clear all
Now im so suffer due to my pain
But nothing i can do
I had to hold the pain
Is really suffer
Can it stop?
Please god..
Let it stop ok?
Please don't suffer me anymore
I know is my repay for treating you bad
Sorry
But please stop all the pain and bleeding
I already had enough
I really want to give up
Sorry....