The day my cousin's wedding

That day is my cousin's wedding....they celebrate in a restoren at Seberang Jaya there...
Jn that day also got come,coz my father call him to come....
me n my frens sit at same table...
Jn also sit wif me,but he is not my boyfren already.He juz pretend be my boyfren in front of my family...coz my family don no we are broke up already...
I don no how to tell them.So,i din tell them...!!!
But that day me n Jn act like real couple...very happy...very lovely...very sweet n very funny too..
Don no y..when that time,i feld like very happy lol...coz already long time we din get together so happy...until want to cry...but at last i also no cry out~~
Me n Jn drink too much beer n wine...we hug...we laugh..we drink n we drunk~~
After that Jn also go back to his home...me also go back my home...!!!
Don no y...i suddently cry very loud in my room alone...Coz i feel all this happening to night are fake...all are juz pretending only...all are fake fake fake arrrrrrr.......!!!!!!! Not real....
*Until today i still very miss the thing that happen that day in the restoren...
*Mayb Jn don no about my feeling...coz i don want let him know ...coz i don want him to think too much...coz i want him to forget me...coz i wan him to be happy without me...coz i still very love him.....